Sara..
Neko told me something about you guys are only pretending to be my friend..
Idk if I'm being manipulated or shit like that,
but is it true? Are you guys using me as a stepping stone? Am I worthless to all of you? I just want you to speak out to me the truth..If you want me to change you can make me change, I just want to be the perfect person for you guys.
I don't get mad over the truth, nor am I mad that what Neko said is fake, but I am only devastated to hear it from her. I just want you to spit out the truth, and that's okay..If you want to stop talking to me all together just please, say so. I really do want a response from you, what makes me think what Neko said is not fake is that you haven't been talking to me lately. If you're mad at me for doing something wrong, I deeply apologize. I was worthless lately and I cannot do anything right without a guide. A guide like any of you guys, but most preferably you. I think you speak out to me more than the others.